March 13
One week ago my world turned upside down. Only a week, it seems so much longer.
Robert and I will go to the funeral home today to witness the cremation. My heart is breaking. How can I do this? From what I understand, we don’t have to watch the cremation, I just felt it was important for me to be there…one last goodby.
Where’s the joy?
I am thankful that this is not really the end for Norm, I will see him again.
I pray for the strength to make it through today.
I rejoice…rejoicing today a bit tough, but God is faithful.
Where’s the joy? Robert stayed longer than he had planned, so he can go with me.
This is a hard day. This is another step in closure for us. Over the next few weeks there will be days of more closure & more closure. We do not for get, but we get more peace ๐ .
Our peace will go minute to mintue hour by hour day by day week by week year by year.. Still will feel lost alone, but will have peace..
hang in there, it does get better.
My sweet ๐งก friend